Would I lie to you?

Do you ever judge yourself?

You know, when you sit and do a complete self assesment of where you are, how you are behaving, your life...period?

I tend to do this alot. I find myself thinking about my actions, what I could be doing better, how I can be a better person. I know I am FAR from perfect. Hell, I am flawed as hell. I do the best I can and sometimes I slip up. Sometimes, I get out of pocket and I need to check myself.

I don't always say I am sorry to people but I do say it to the CREATOR. I have to hope that is enough sometimes.

I am stubborn. I like to call it being tenacious. Whenever you look up Cancer's horror-scope, it says things like "moody" and "tenacious". That is code for evil and stubborn. LOL

I am a highly opinionated individual. My opinions are not always good. Sometimes, I am judgemental. But see, I know these things. They make me who I am.

I don't trust people easily. My friend FRESH says that it's cause I am from NY. It makes me feel like folks always have an ulterior motive. He may be on to something. I still think I feel that way because many people are shady to the core.

Either way, I do take note of these traits on the self-assessment.

My friends say I judge myself too harshly. I still do it. Why? Because I know that they don't always know how my mind works. I may say the right thing and do the rght thing but in my head....I am cursing people out and wishing they would just go away.

My thing is this.....you can lie to others.....you can't lie to yourself. What are your faults?